IT’S SCARE TO DEATH, Almost...

IT’S SCARE TO DEATH, Almost...

He was RAMMED by a bike right in front of me. I couldn’t do anything and my whole body FREEZE as memories flashed in front of me. The bike just went away pretending he didn’t do anything.

There nothing I couldn’t have done or said, even if I could, I was not fast or near enough to be able do something. He looked at me with his two big eyes; I can feel the PAIN that he went through. The sound of his screaming and pain is still ringing in my ears. I want to pick him up, but I’m scare if I make his condition worst. I was confused, helpless. I didn’t know what to do. 

He crawls closer to me and looks around.  I was a bit relief knowing that his fine and his didn’t get injure so bad. I just stood near him and walk slowly, as he followed me quietly. 

It was TERRIFIED night; I really thought that I’m going to LOST him. I felt a lot of different kind of emotion that I could not possible explain it. Different thought or scary thought just FLASHED in my mind. Truly his not a human, but I been with him since he was still a baby and his a living being. I remember how he first showed up at home; he was very agile, naughty, unpredictable and stubborn. I still love him. I do love and care about him a lot. 

I always pay a lot attention to food that he ate, because he got allergies from his previous food. Take him to see doctor when he is not feeling well. I try to come home as early as I can to keep him company so he won’t get lonely. It was PAINFUL to have an idea that he was never be there when I come back from school. It was painful to have the idea that nobody would climb the bed and play or sleep besides me. 

I love him so much. Luckily he just lost some part of his hair on his body. 

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