How long can you keep up?

Have you ever asked yourself, how long can you keep up? How long can you keep up with all the outing till early in the morning, parties, drinking and so on? How long can you keep up till you finally said it to yourself, it’s enough? Will it even stop one day? Or eventually it will come to an end?

I remember 2 years ago, I used to tell myself and my friends, how much I loved my life. My life back then basically just partying, drinking, and dancing like there no tomorrow. I used to go out and get drunk at night and the next morning just head to school. Ask me again today, I would give you different answer. As times goes, people just getting mature and older; everything change slowly, even the way how we view the world. Now, even if a guy trying to woo me with flirty comment, it’s felt so lame and a turn off. What’s change? Am I still me?

Back then, I use to tell my friend, even after I get marry, I would still love go out to club, dance and drink. Now when I think about it, I would probably humiliating and make a fool out of myself. Now, things I enjoyed the most is just chilling. I love playing pool, drinking my whiskey, smoking my shisha and chilling with my close friends. Rather then, go to club, get so drunk and get horrible hang over the next morning. True, it’s so hot when we listen to stories about how some women that even they have a family, they still able to do and enjoy what they liked. It’s like they have the coolest husband.

Is it wrong? Allowing women to enjoying their own nightlife lifestyle? No, there nothing wrong with it, everyone have their own choices of lifestyle. We can’t judge them anyhow, we should even support them. Life is just too short to cage ourselves from enjoying and cherish the life we have.   

So, after 2 years, the person who loved goes to club, dance, drunk and so on; now, that person prefer a chilling environment with people she love. 

Yes everyone, I’m getting old! It’s very hard to believe it and sad but I admit. I am getting old. I can’t keep up any longer with my old lifestyle.